WTF

Very very tired of being forced to assume responsibilities for everything and anything that happens under the roof.

I think sometimes, it really doesn't pay to be nice, because as time passes, people around me start to assume that being nice is part of my purpose in life and forget that I am still human and that I have a life, too.

For instance, I have the right to refuse spending money cos I don't have any to spare. But NO, I've been emotionally blackmailed into taking up a loan to travel to somewhere I don't really wish to go simply because the rest thinks that I should since I "have the time & will have the money".


FYI:
1. Accounting grad doesn't = immediate millionaire, doesn't = god cos god doesn't have to pay for bills, transportation, food, repay study loans, insurance nor save for the future with only $1800 a month~
2. Savings have been depleted in order to keep myself breathing today~

As if that's not bad enough, was over at spencer's trying to sort out some interview questions so that we 2 can, hopefully, land ourselves with a better/higher paying job with better prospects, and soon enough I've got a call, a tirade shooting nasty connotations of what I might be doing with spencer at his place...

HELLO???? I think I'm old enough to know what decency means. And so do spencer, and spencer's parents at the very least?

Trust? after proving myself for 22yrs, please?